I’m pretty sure my last post didn’t make any sense but I really needed to get that out. No proof reading, just venting.
You’ve exceeded my every expectation in these last four months but what really concerns me now is what’s next. I won’t be by your side day in and day out like I have been. You and I won’t see each other for six weeks. Granted that won’t be much time at all but it still makes me wonder. Will you continue to grow and be the man who is faithful to me despite everything? You know I don’t trust you and I have every reason not to but throughout these few months I really have been trying. You’ve proven on several occasions that trust can be feesible and on some level I do trust you but not nearly as much as I should or as you’d like me to. I’ve been down this road plenty of times to know that my trust should not come so easily and I need you to respect that. I’ve been cheated on, lied to, disrespected, demoralized, humiliated, god the list goes on and on! Understand because of all of this, wether your doing or not, will affect the way I handle things with you. It will affect the way I handle things with anyone really….Just know that while I’m away I will be respectful and faithful to you in every way and I will do my best to trust that you Wil do your best to honor me in the same way. I am strong in all things but in relationship it seems I can be very fragile. So if you break this small sliver of trust I am giving you will undoubtedly be breaking my heart. Another heartbreak from you would undo me. I certainly won’t have the strength to reassemble myself…so I just won’t.
The moment when every viewer’s heart crumbled into 1,690,292,348,310 pieces
Rosie Mercado wearing Eyani Couture @The Annual Full Figured Fashion Week NYC 2014
This cute and all but that dress reminds me of that jawbreaker ol’ girl Liz choked and died on in that one movie
If I don’t become famous for this I’m going to be sad